Centergad

hallo tumblr sorry i have abondoned you for so long probably going to still partially not be on here that much but more often now that i have a regular computer to use since my tablet is shit when it comes to letting tumblr work on it, i apologize to those of you whom i haven’t taked in ages i’ve been dealing with a lot of things lately

wellp its official i have been kicked out of my huse

When you’re in bed, half asleep..

chaotic-genius:

laugh-addict:

WHEN SUDDENLY, YOU ENCOUNTER A STAIR CASE OR A HOLE OR SOMETHING IN YOUR DREAM AND YOU START FALLING.

And your body does this:

Once I’ve heard this only happens when your heart stopped beating for a long moment and your body is warning you like ‘HEY! WAKE UP QUICKLY!!! YOUR HEART STOPPED BEATING!! YOU HAVE TO WAKE UP OR YOU DIE!!’
It’s horrible.

man this happens to me a lot when i sleep and that twitching and violent action really really hurts

(Source: liannarose)

finally good sleep ghsrh

man this is the first time in a long long while that i’ve slept and that i’ve had a dream like an actual DREAM dream like one that was good cause i mean most times when i do sleep i dont get any dreams (then again i have been training my self to not dream as to avoid the many bad things that happen to me in my sleep ») but normally when i do dream i either have night mares or night terrors and let me just tell you that my night mares and night terrors have a very thin line between them and the content that i think about whilst still asleep. i mean just for a couple of examples as to what my night terrors do to me: i’ve woken up in a puddle of my own blood before because my body punched itself in the nose hard enough to make it bleed profusely to wake me up, i’ve woken up to having cuts on my face and arms from the many knives i have lying around my room that my body has used to help wake my conscience up from the night terrors, i’ve woken up in the midst of my body trying to wake my conscience up and not having any control to stop it until after the damage has been done. so yeah for me to have any good dreams they are like a freaking ray of light in a land that knows only the shade of a stormy winter night where even the snow is black.

but yeah like man this dream was awesome shit because like most my dreams and nightmares it happened to involve all the people i consider friends and it was like set in a post modern time where machines and modern infrastructure have collapsed and we were all wandering together protecting each other through the various trails that a time period like that would have even thoguh it was a bit video game-y in the vibe of the dream cause i mean like i was covered in bits of metal that were welded and forged together to offer armour and i had my belt of knives while my girlfriend had a back pack full of medical equipment that was scavenged and my bro kenny was running around with a some what newer version of a double sided battle axe and his guitar, iggz had some crazy outfit on that have like metal woven into it and she always kept this wicked looking dagger with her and a bunch of drawing supplies, Kristian had this spear that was around like 4-foot long and served a dual purpose of both being a spear and a very big “key” when we had to go in locked buildings, and tiff had this compound bow and several different headed arrows (if you cant tell i tend to remember a lot of my good dreams even minute details) she had on some thick leather based clothes with feathers and stuff from the stuff she killed when we needed food on the run, blake was just kinda dressed like his normal self with the exception of a plate of metal that was tied to his back and he had a katana, haley was some what of an acrobat, though she was wearing tight fitting clothes and was a little taller than in real life, she had a bladed whip laced with poison, but yeah i think enough detail has been divulged for peoples and stuff, 

but yeah we had lots of fun surviving together and fighting back marauders and bandits and some faction of seriously tank like bastards whole wore nothing but thick plate metal armour that covered their whole bodies and they never spoke just always attacked, it was fun though i never could figure out how we always managed to get out of trouble and stuff cause one minute we were walking and talking and laughing and then the next we were in trouble and had to fight and then at other times we’d be sitting outside away from cities looking at the night sky and chilling out before everyone fell asleep (sad part is i get more sleep in my dreams and stuff than i do irl ») then of course the aspects of trying to keep clean and stay fit and healthy and stuff was always present (also forgot to say most my dreams kinda dont work normally like they take like weeks or even months before they end in dream time though it does get confusing when trying to distinguish between reality and dreamscape sometimes ») but yeah i had good sleep finailly